who are you ?

I always wonder why are we so different… different eye colors and shapes.. curly , straight and blond hair… tall and small… well, I  think genetic could have some very convincing answers for this question… and it’s the main reason I loved it … I enjoyed how it goes deep into our genes … through our DNA… the magical fascinating molecule that really carry your identity …. It explains the magnificent process of human diversity … and makes me deeply proud of all my unique features… it makes me really feel that I belong somewhere … but as for our personalities … it’s really mysterious how different we are..   Although we got the same education… lived in the same society … with the some people … and we don’t really share any similarities … that’s exactly what makes me question! Who I really I am..

I am a sweet authentic combination of various things that came across my life … starting from my early childhood… my parents kept telling me that I’m unique and so carefully created, that I am talented at something and capable of all … and I believed it …  started to love myself …  got more and more fascinated with how really original I am …and it magically improved my self-confidence ….  As I grew up I always saw that passion is both their eyes as they woke up every morning to work.. my mum always with that lovely smile … listening to her favorite singer as she sings along with her … giving to the whole home that childish soft spirit … as for my dad , he always wakes up in such a lovely mood spreading humor and joy … joking about everything… appreciating all the good little details and always looking to that full half of the glass …he was never late …   they were both so passionate about their professions  …  they enjoyed it … and I think that same passion got transmitted to my genes too.. it’s the only explanation I could believe :p … I have that same passion in my eyes every time I learn something new .. and  that’s when I learned that most fascinating thing are done with great love… I went to school with that amazing belief … I enjoyed learning … discovering the world around me with so much joy.. Love and curiosity… and I think that’s what I m  the most happy about..  all the beautiful things I have learned and the great things I still have to learn … my mom have that special love for books … so I grew up surrounded by all the great books … they were everywhere … and I shared her love for reading and writing … I relished all the great writers who sacrificed their lives for knowledge … and some books were life changing for me … I still remember every single word.. Letter and even punctuation.. the very tinny details.. the author talked to my soul with that language they both understood… convinced me that I was looking in the wrong place… and just with one book or even some words they made me follow their footsteps … and I really admire it… every single step… they made me a different person … and they are not the only ones who left a beautiful print in my soul … I was affected by every single human who invested in himself as the only paying investment… who existed just so they can leave their own touch of magic … and spread their genius creative thoughts… I can proudly call them all ARTIST ... hoping that I can be influenced by their imagination … creativity…. Intelligence.. Passion and love …

So as for who I am! I think I will never be able to give a realistic full definition of who really am … because I keep changing I was not the same person and I will never be either… I will keep learning and enjoy living … I don’t really need to answer this stupid question and I think no one should … we are simply who we choose to be and that’s what really matters …. you are the only one you should be willing to impress and once you do that's the real success <3 

beauty

                                              location :  monastir , Tunisia 


"life has been a pleasure for me .. i always wake up smiling and take a look to the sky as if it's my first time noticing how beautiful it is.. i spend most of time admiring beauty. Beautiful things.. Beautiful people... beautiful though.. i'm one of those people who dream to make this amazing world even more beautiful.. I’m one of those people who dream to spread happiness everywhere .. to help people.. to inspire. To give love.. we are created to be happy .. to enjoy life .. every second of it to the fullest.. i know that I’m not perfect and i will never be but i try to enjoy my imperfection because that make me unique.. I’ve experienced fail , loss, pain and every bad feeling on the planet but that made me realize that nothing last forever! we can't notice the light if we don't pass through the dark .. i really believe in destiny but we are strong enough to create our own destiny and draw the life we always wanted .. Sometimes life shows us her dark side and sometimes we fall but every time we should get up even more strong and motivated .. i think that GOD created this world to be an amazing place to live in and crated as to be those tinny little creature that make this place even more beautiful.. we are meant to live happy .. we are all fighter and we'll never give up ! even in the most dark moments .. I’ll sacrifice all my life to seek beauty in others.. to see my dreams become a reality .. to make people happy and the most important to live the life i wanted! "WHAT YOU THINK YOU BECOME" so keep your mind full of positive though and beautiful things .. fill your life with positive people that will inspire you to do better .. and the most important enjoy life .. love yourself .. love people around you.. Forgive.. Create and dream big .. the sky is the only limit for us.. and even if we don't reach the point to make the world a better place at least we had the pleasure to try... <3 <3 

Thankful

                                                   location: hergla, sousse ,Tunisia 



every sunrise you should be thankful for being alive, for your loving parents, for that pretty face of yours, for the roof that covers your warm bed and protect it, for the light that penetrates your shiny eyes and made you able to recognize all the beauty still left around you, for being able to hear birds singing … water falling … your favorite song… your baby’s little voice… the sound of rain hugging the ground… and even your mommy’s soft voice every single day, for being able to feel hair cuddling your messy hair, for that creative beautiful mind that make you travel to every magnificent place in the world in only seconds with your ingenious imagination …that makes you able to heal pain , give life and visit the moon.. for that warm sun light that wakes you up every morning, for your voice that can make this world a better place… that can make changes … your voice that speaks up for the voiceless creatures … that stands up for the right.. that expresses what you’re crazy mind was thinking , you should be thankful for your miraculous body … that magic machine that never got tired of keeping you alive … that astonishing thing that can keep all the harm away… for your little fingers that makes you unique and authentic… that can create and bring up life to your craziest thoughts , for your harmless soul when you feel regret and guilt every time you do something wrong … you hurt an innocent heart or you mistreat any person even if he deserve it , for that incredible heart that never stops beating to keep your existence safe… that tiny little organ that can give an unconditional love and affection … that can touch people’s souls and influence their minds… for all the loving beautiful friends you have … those kind soul mates that make you feel wanted… loved… beautiful… and never lonely … they make you feel such an amazing person .. and bring up color to your pale days … so never stop being thankful for all these little details <3 <3

Morning routine of a curious girl

The sun is coming again … peeking through the dark ..  the warmth of the rays is penetrating the glass of my window… cuddling my face … waking my sleepy cells ..  as I wake up , the light slowly and softly enter my eyes  keeping me fascinated by the perfection of the vision process … by how many colors we are able to distinct..  and how many beautiful creatures we are able to acknowledge … I stretch my lazy muscle and of course the complexity of my muscular system keeps astonishing me more and more .. i take a deep breath as I sit by the window the sense of the air getting in my lungs reminds me how splendid and inspiring they are …  I take a moment to admire  the beautiful view of the sun taking her way through the clouds and the sky in that gorgeous shade of blue …  and of course the coordination of the universe and how perfectly it’s going keeps blowing my mind day after day after day.. when I finally get up I start by getting a fresh space … putting everything in place …something about order enhances my mood…  I wash my face ! always with cold water … and as the first drop touches my skin I got that strange feeling … I get enthralled by how perfectly my nervous system function to make me always  enjoy that sweet feeling. It’s time now to make some coffee … I don’t really like actual coffee and I think it tastes so horrible that I can’t handle it .. but mixing it with my milk sound a good idea.. I take my favorite mug ..  make my coffee with so much love  relishing all the little details … and of course I cannot stop appreciating that tiny little molecule  that can instantly change my mood .. it takes her way through my neurons … pumping Adrenalin and Dopamine into my system … boosting my energy and enhancing my vigilance … which I think it’s too much for this unique molecule  … now it’s time for me to get ready … put on my daily moisturizer and imagining my skin cells acknowledging  the lovely smell and rich formula which give them a little boost … oh speaking of my cells , as always I forgot to drink my water … now I feel guilty about it! And again I had to picture where my water is really going… reaching every little piece of my body … and having that moment! oh my life literally depends on this liquid ..  now I really need to get ready and stop this.. here it comes my daily struggle .. I need to figure the easiest way to take my hair out of  the way that won’t take me more than two minutes because I m already late -_-  … well this is exactly the time I start thinking how many hair I could possibly have .. and after couple minutes I come to the same conclusion I probably wasn’t born to do this and like every day I decide to let my hair do its thing and enjoy getting in my way.. unlike me of course my hair is very artistic …  and it’s about time that I make that daily decision ! I need to cut it ! who needs that much hair and especially that much trouble… I don’t.. I finally give up … who cares about my hair flying everywhere! I don’t ! it’s what really matters… it’s make up time ! I think I m good at it! Well at least it always makes me look better … and it comes across my mind that painting of Cleopatra I think  she looks like she had a nose contour … why it took them so much time to figure contouring then !  I need to stop it I m so late ! I have to take that final look to the mirror … and again I get fascinated by how perfectly my image is reflected … the light is one of the most amazing things that never stop impressing me … especially when it meets the warm brown color of my eyes and made it turns into a softer brighter color … and  I take that moment to appreciate all this magnificent systems and impressive cells  and mechanisms that keeps me alive … I feel really thankful for all of it … I feel like I have a whole army that assure my existence..  at least I have to make them proud ! and that’s exactly my daily morning routine !   I now really wonder how my poor miserable pathetic mind is handling me -_- I m really annoying …

you are perfect

-You are perfect !

 -Really ?
 -Perfection in its full meaning is a God matter but human perfection? Yes ! It does exist, I think ..
-how can I be perfect then!
- well, for me it ‘s simply realizing how imperfect you are and being fully aware of your flaws.. because once you do, your life will turn upside down. You’ll start competing with yourself day after day and life will be really meaningful when you’re trying to balance the best and the worst in your soul.. Trying to heal with your beautiful heart that ugly mark you left … trying to make people fall in love with your flaws and admire your little imperfections … trying to make them see that besides all that bad you are still a good person willing to improve …
 -oh! Is that about looking good to others?! I m confused!
 - it’s all about you ! it’s about leaving a remarkably fascinating print in their souls !it’s dedicating your time , energy and creativity to invent … to make this magnificent place even better … instead of wasting your efforts just judging people’s imperfections.. it’s simply reaching the highest level of maturity that makes you close your eyes and open your heart so you can see clearly!
 - ohhh really! I thought the more we grow the tighter we close our hearts and learn to let our minds lead us.
-well that’s the deepest meaning of perfection ! it’s fully opening your heart and ..
 - no no ! thank you ! I ve been there before ! let me tell you! They’ll just end up hurting you ..
 - that’s the point ! even if you got hurt , pain will only remind you that you are still alive ! you can feel all this mixture of feeling and reopen you heart again to give them the opportunity to be perfect and heal your pain … it’s trusting that inside everyone of us a great soul that instead all the bad can always be good .. we are all GOD’s creature and we are created with so much love , good will always win .
 - well let me admit it ! you have a point
 - believe me it works like magic . it allows you to love and love and love besides all the imperfections… it allows you to seek the good in each person and believe that they are great too.. also we already tried closing our heart and letting our mind take care and it’s kind of boring so let’s try the joy of this<3

This is one of the most meaningful talk I had with myself .. in fact talking to myself has been the most life changing attitude I had ever took! It made take good decisions and be sure about it ! it allows you to see clearly what are you exactly doing … it makes you trust yourself .. and taking steps forward! i hope everyone take this talk and we start loving ourselves and stop judging <3